Chapter 550

his head and said it hurt捂著腦袋說疼. Looking up, he saw a red patch on Mo Yao's chest傷口又裂開了. Mo Xiaobai was heartbroken and hurriedly fetched the first-aid kit慌忙拿來醫藥箱, "Boss, please don’t let this wound...Chapter 550

In his arms, she suffered pain. Kaka held her silently, repeatedly kissing her hair and soothing the wounded Wu Shuang with words of comfort. In the end, he made her cry.

This was his fault; he shouldn't have let her cry.

Wu Shuang, I'm sorry. The one who truly should say sorry is me, not you. You haven't wronged anyone and don't need to apologize to me.

All these years, it was I who hurt you. It was my selfishness that made you endure so much pain.

He wiped away her tears, "Don't cry, don't let it hurt more."

"You deserve it, I want you to feel the pain," Wǔshuāng choked out. Her heart ached too; she looked up at him with tearful eyes, "Kaka, be honest, what exactly do you want"

Kaka was momentarily speechless and didn't know how to answer Wǔshuāng. She held his hand tightly, her gaze clear and direct, "Kaka, no matter what your answer is, I won’t blame you; I will accept everything just like we did back then. If you want me to stop talking to you, I’ll do exactly that. I swear it: as long as you tell me so once, I will never see you again this lifetime. We were meant to be without緣分this life. Anyway, I had already decided not to care about you anymore; these many years have been exhausting for me. I thought that over all these years, the time and thoughts I gave you were enough, but it seems like they weren’t. Now there are no more secrets between us, and I have nothing hidden from you. So let me sincerely ask you once again: Kaka, what exactly do you want What can I do to make you feel more comfortable"

She didn’t intend to force Kaka into anything, but sometimes she couldn't ignore certain aspects of their situation, especially when it came to emotions.

Compared to him, she was braver. She understood better than anyone what the crux of the problem was between them; now that everything was out in the open, whether he chose to take her or leave her, it would be his decision alone. She wouldn’t hold a grudge against him.

Over all these years, Kaka has endured a lot of pain for him.

If she were an ordinary person, she would have been scared and run away long ago. Yet, he still stays with her in this ambiguous relationship, and she is already very content not to ask for more, afraid that her greediness might rob her of even the little happiness she has now.

Wu Shuang's words stunned Kaka; knowing their problems as they do, she actually had the courage to ask. What exactly was going through Wu Shuang’s mind Why is he still so resolute despite being unable to provide her with the happiness she desires

Wu Shuang smiled and said coolly, "The problem you are worried about doesn't matter to me at all; I don’t care. Even if you were to die tomorrow, as long as we can be together this year, I will still be willing and happy. Kaka, have you ever thought that one day when you’re gone, who would ease my pain I’ll think you don’t love me, and your love for me will die with you. And even if I knew what was in your heart, I wouldn’t feel joyous no matter how long I live or marry someone else. Have you ever thought about my regret when I didn’t know your feelings until the end Do you also have regrets This way isn’t it better Although your heart is a mechanical one, if well maintained, it’s no different from a normal person's. Eleven years ago, you thought you wouldn't live long and were afraid to make any promises to me, but now that so many years have passed and you're still alive, even if I had known the truth back then, I would still choose to be with you; we’ve already spent ten of our most beautiful years together. Since I was fifteen, over a decade has been spent chasing after you. How many decades can couples or lovers really spend in bliss Even if you don't have longevity, as long as you're with me, we'll cherish every moment we spend together. Why hide it from me when what's truly best for me is to be happy and at ease Have I been happy all these years If you had told me earlier that you love me, our most beautiful moments would have been even more precious and profound. But because of your selfishness and disregard for my feelings, you made a decision without consulting me; it was never truly for my benefit.

Kaka's heart ached with every word Wu Shuang spoke; indeed, back then he did dare not make any promises to Wu Shuang due to the unstable situation. He relied on medication and lived for over two years but didn’t know when he would die, how could he promise anything Later, he had been in constant suspense rather than truly wanting to hurt her.

Kaka said, "It was selfish of me. I didn't want to die. That New Year's Eve, you told me that you liked me, and I was both shocked and delighted. At that time, I had no mental preparation at all. So I ran away. Firstly, I hadn't expected you to actually say it out loud, and secondly, my health condition allowed for such an escape. How could I not wish to live happily with you For as long as possible. But back then, Uncle Baiye couldn't save me, and I was sustaining myself on medication. If I had been with you, my heart would have surely failed much faster, probably leading to my death sooner than expected. I didn’t dare take the risk. I really don't want to die. I still want to see you live happily. I want to see your smile. To die at such a young age isn't something I can accept either. I haven't accomplished all of my life's aspirations yet, and how could I completely disregard them just for our love Later on, when my health stabilized, Uncle Baiye said that I could lead a normal life as long as I was careful. At that time, I wanted to be honest with you. I knew you wouldn’t leave me even if I became a vegetative state patient. But I couldn't bear the thought of making you worry about me day and night. You've always cherished your freedom most; what would happen when my body completely fails Moreover, at that time, I could see that you genuinely liked Long Chengtian, so I believed our feelings for each other might fade gradually until you fell in love with another man who could take my place and bring happiness to you. So I kept silent. Over the past decade, I've struggled countless times, but Wu Shuang... I admit it—I am not as brave as you when it comes to matters of the heart."

Wu Shuang closed her eyes, hiding the pain in them. Brave She was far from it; she simply loved him too much and felt too hurt for him that even if he had only one day left to live, she would follow him.

Surely, she thought, she couldn't leave Kaka this lifetime.

"Now then, what do you want now If you don’t make a decision, I will. Listen to me," Wu Shuang looked at Kaka with determination in her eyes and an air of regal authority about her, something she had wanted to say for years. "A decade ago, you made the choice for me; today, it's your turn to listen to mine. I don't care about your wishes."he wore a soft gossamer sleeping gown and her long hair hung loosely over her shoulders. She covered her face with her hands; tears kept flowing out from between her fingers, cold trickles that pained...